Eigth Weeks on The Way

I have been wanting this day to come that I can finally brag about these! I am worried for a dear friend, reason why I can't post anything and just making hints of everything's happening. Now that I had the time to chat with her and told my reason I can barely reveal everything and express my happiness!

I am on my eight weeks of pregnancy.  I found it out early this month after suffering from a very disturbing dry cough that seems to be endless. It just came out of my head to have an accessible pregnancy kit before I take medicine and voila it brought a good news. First reaction to everything of coarse shock.Me and huny experienced that first reaction. It's like where in a new apartments that we don't know what to do first. After few minutes in state of shock we were silently screaming. Silently because it's the middle of the dawn and everyone's sleeping still. We immediately had plans what to do in the morning. As the sun shows we hurriedly went to my OB. Excited?! Super excited! Actually it's half worried as well. Knowing myself in the past month I have been back to my vices and started to love drinking alcohol again. I am that enthusiastic to know when the ovulation starts and how was it inside. Glad to hear from my OB that it's fine and ovulation just started a week after I had my full blast drank momentum. I am then relief and started to take care of myself to the fullest. And guess what a lot of my vices mates taking care of me as well! What a good feeling!

Office Depot

After bragging last three months that I am into numbers,
after eventually loving numbers after years
after loving the environment

Here I am again into a new environment and new line of business. Sometimes I ask myself why can't I stay at one?.Maybe because I know that this is a temporary fall back. That this is not the real field I want. That I am looking further more. I know and accepts to myself that this is a psychiatric disorder. Well everybody has. Apparently others can't accept it to themselves that's why they can't cure it an more of a problem to others. But in me, I knew it but I am doing nothing to cure it. Waa that's me! Careless! Maybe this time, this time that everything is totally change. Maybe I can get over of it. Maybe Finally I can lessen hopefully cure.

 

Feeling of the First Born

Untouched,Forgotten, Neglected, Taken for Granted
 If only this blog can speak alone it may curse me to sadness.lol .. The moment I started having domain blog, this original diary daily blog has been forgotten. Not because it is not a domain blog, it's least of the reason. Actually I often blog recently. I am more interested of customizing into the new platform but still its giving me a hard time to understand the html's. It's nearly a year I risk myself learning to that platform still I only learned about the basic. I wanted to master it. But time never permits me adding up the current happy stage of our life!. My dear home blog, sorry if I almost forgo you. Sorry if I only update you when there were opps. Sorry if you were the least that I updated whenever I have something in mind to post for. If only you knew I always think of you first but I know your already good. Already strong and have regular visitors. I need to give time and pay attention to your sister blogs. I just want you to understand. Besides my life story was written and started at you. You will always be the most special. Remember you are the First Born!