NLE released. Yes I did not make it and I can't understand why. I am pretty sure of all my answers but it turned out nothing. I even leave my blog in preparation for that right?! But where the hell it brought me? To sadness and despair. But that despair need not to show. I must be brave enough facing this kind of situation or else I will break down which was the least thing I don't want to happen not for me but for my family who sees me as a tough person.
Too much of dramas. I just realized it was just a day after I felt too depress and then I managed to be out with girlfriends! What a fast recuperating ayt?! I still feel sadness when I think that still I can't work in a hospital by next month. But thinking that this sadness only make me freeze for any goals I wanted to pursue. I can do any other things that I know am better to and continue life more bubbly and goal directed. (pagsubok lang yan kha!)
Yesterday girlfriends invited me to watched In Your Eyes which was the girlfriends and Ate Niko's want to watch and posted on some of her entry. At the end of the movie all of us felt not so contented.hahaha. I don't know if the reason was number one: its us(mean girls) that was looking for something not included in the movie;or two: The movie was really made incomplete. Hahaha either choices were mean..lol But anyways I did enjoy the date. Especially the "suggestion part" hahaha..( bawal magsuggest at ikaw ang manglilibre!) I almost shouts that I failed NLE just to be free to treat all..hahaha See does it shows depression?! hahaha
But seriously thank you girlfriends for lifting me up with your words(Nhene and Paul and Thata) And for the bubbly and game company of Ate Niko.