Clash Review Breather

(this was a good movie)

I started my comprehensive and refresher review last week and it was really a dizzy busy days. Good thing I am again learning new stuff about my field. One somehow disadvantage of it was, it really makes me busy and occupied every time. Today is our review breather. Yesterday Huny ask me for a date after my review. (and it is not me if I refuse lol)  It was his off and my review breather on Sunday so it will be fine if we have a casual date and breath for some time to our busy life. It was really a casual date that we used to do back when we were a month or two lovers. And we miss doing it. Way back before when we were dating we did window shopping, taking time while walking (at lahat pinapansin haha) . Chatting and took peak of every boutique or shops in the mall and  if tired,were going to buy a ticket for a movie taking rest at the movie house couch while enjoying the movie. It changes when Hun have his work at Manila. We only go to the mall if we have already decided what to buy and where to buy and about watching movie we will directly go to the movie house and after we will leave immediately. We don't have much time to hang around. 

Yesterday was a good old date. The date we used to do when we were first dating.

OMG! Past

    Since today is Sunday ,got nothing interested to do or to watch for. So I decided to content myself browsing at the web. I started at my facebook account. Browsing friends profile,looking what's new to them and how are they as well. While browsing, one familiar name, very familiar caught my attention. It was my first serious ex-boyfriend's ex- girlfriend. Got confused?

Let me go ahead and detailed my first ever heartbreak..lolz. I fell in love too deeply and too seriously..I even let him decide for my future career..My first coarse when I was in college was computer science, when I stop for about a year due to financial concerns, I worked to save enough for my studies then that was the time I met him. I was only intended to stop for a year and then I will going to enroll on the next school semester.However my plan changed because of him. His pursuance to me to took an allied medicine coarse wherein he said I could earn more when I graduated rather than continuing my previous coarse..(pasenxa capital T---- in love daw kasi)..ginawa pang dahilan ung love... ;D..Then that's it. When I was about to enroll again I took up nursing. (He promised to support my career all the way till I finished it. )  Unfortunately I was a victim. A victim of myself's ignorance to life. He left me broken and just found out that the new one he was loolin around with was taking up a medical coarse (which is during that time the new girl is in her second(6th) year pre-med).. And the scenario before the girl even calls me begging to just let my currently boyfriend be with her because she was pregnant!Waaa! I've been with the guy for almost two years and they just met for about two months that time!.World crushed.. Feel so dumb... My mom told me that my name came from a person she knew a brave one. So I must be. I learned to moved on and cotinue build my crushed world. Move on Kha.And after the day he left me never got any news from him,(i never dare too!) but he was nice(very sarcastic). He indeed was. He keep on visiting me at our house! He was really getting into my nerves!But I chose not to mind them..Free myself from stress and heartaches.I have moved on and life get back to normal.

Going back to the present as I browsed a named hit me. The girl name. It has been seven long years yet I remembered the name in an instant. With the initials of M-C-L-G of Valenzuela .Out of curiousity I checked for the profile under that name. In my dissappointment, the girl doesn't deserves the deppression I suffered before because of her. If only I just knew I should've laugh instead..(evil mode)..Well anyway that was already the past. I will still be thankful to the person who have hurt me and make me tough to lead me where I am now. Just wanted to share this because as what I have written after the guy left me never got the courage to look after them..I already post about meeting him again here at my blog. I again smiled glorious victory..

 

Though It's Different

Christmas last year is a way different from this year. We are not prepared for our godchildren. We don't even bother to buy some even for our family members. We are in a gripped belt and pocket. A lot of changes after Huny's former company changed its line of business and it was his choice not to be part of it. Though it happened this way we don't have any regrets to it. It's happier this time. No material gifts to give to your love one's yet you can feel the real essence of Christmas without any. Somehow different because Huny will be celebrating at the office at the eve of it also the fact that it's our day but we both understand it. It's our job responsibilities. Not to worry too much because tomorrow we will be together again! Also new for this time is my Uncle is now in heaven. For me it's a good thing. He have had suffered so much from illness for 4 painful years and I know he was also waiting for this time to come. Though it's sad but everybody in the family was somehow happy because he can finally rest without pain and with the Almighty.

Though its a lot different I am not complaining for it ..Still thanking that at this moment in time I can still celebrate special days with my love ones. No one knows what will happen next so we should always be thanking for what has given today.

Happy Holidays Everyone!!!

Sunday's Best

Yesterday we attended a christening for hon's God daughter. Quite unexpected that the family of their former driver is a Born Again in religion.. We were both surprised knowing it and attending almost a two hour mass excluded the christening mass itself (they call it dedication) . And the ceremony(the christening) almost took one and a half hour before it ends.. I am not complaining about it but it just that I am not used to it.. Attending ceremonies that took that long.. Also hon too.. The funny thing about it was the rest of the Godparents were also Catholic like us and feeling the same thing as I was(surprised).. Just for a clarification, I am not laughing at their rituals, I am laughing at the reactions from the Godparents I have seen.. After the event since the Meadowood Village was only headed from SM Bacoor, we decided to stay and have a short visit at the mall were Honey once worked.. He visited his former co-employees and bring something for them.. While strolling at the mall we end up ourselves at the movie haus part of the mall and stared amazingly at the tarpaulin posted of the movie G.I JOE. . We have talked before we enter the mall that we are not spending too much for that day and we decided to save more money for future reasons.. Staring at the poster make us feel both eager and urge to watch for the said movie.. Hon and I were being practical nowadays, watching dvd's at home while having our favorite foods to accompany us. It is more less expensive and we can watch more than one movie in a day. Since this certain movie keep calling our curiosity we decided then to watched it and again make a promise that this would be the last time we will spending too much for a day. No regrets! the movie was awesome!.. It is a combination of six great movie concepts naming TRANSFORMER, ROBOCOP,X-MEN,STAR WARS,MATRIX AND IRON MAN. It was another must to see movie I could refer to. I really like the movie unfortunately I cannot elaborate the details that made me like it.. All I can say the amount anybody would spent was worth for the movie.. Find and see it for yourself guys...

Both need to Breathe

We went home last Sunday morning, to visit our families and also to be with them.. We were somehow expecting a good either an at home aura but unfortunately what welcomes us both were tons of problems. Problems related to money issues.. We were both tired of working for the whole week and not to be expecting to be welcome by those stuffs.. We both aware of those but just for a moment we wanted to breathe first.. We are not complaining both because we understood its our family but what just we just wanted was a piece of time and place to relax.. After being burned for those complains, We decided both to went somewhere else where we could somehow feel free of hassles.. We found ourselves walking through the vicinity of our place, chatting and talking about old happy memories.. While given with the strength of cigars..Our foot lead us to Seph's place where we really enjoy their simple cool stories with C2 and Jong.. It was really true that friends could make you smile..After wards we went home and here it is again facing the real life and preparing for it.. The more problems have given the more we rely to each other and strengthen our relationship.. As what I always say, think of the positive way around, those trials were given for us to value much each other for staying together, loving and helping..

Feb 26,2009 Preparation

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Our colleague Rommel Federizo is getting married.. He’s our(Julie and I) former classmate at Makati University.. Since Jayson is also our classmate and he was now Lea’s boyfriend she was also invited to the event.. we three felt nervous knowing we are invited, first for me and Julie, coz we haven’t seen the rest of our peeps for so long.. there were jokes and hi hellos with matching screening..hahaha we have to prepare for it.. we have to be very beautiful in their eyes! Wuahahaha…

Feb 20,2009 I am a Chaperone

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After duty bru asked me to be with her together with her new comedian boyfriend Yson.. Don’t get me wrong he’s not an actor nor an actress hehehe.. just a person overflowing of sense of humor.. we were at the G4 hopping around and looking for some cool trip.. I was seemed a chaperone with the lovers.. it’s nothing coz I am used to it with bru besides when Jason was courting yet I was indeed he would ask for to set a date with Bru.. well being with their company was enjoy!.. no single moment for boredom and I was always full stomach! Ahhaha .. and we won’t leave Glorieta without experiencing Blizzards!.. it was our main goal even before Bru still single..hehehe..

late monsary message

Elow?! well i'm very sorry for this late monsary message.. mejo busy lng tlga kc wid my work and sana you understand nmn?! mahal mo nmn ako db?! hehe.. tnx very much for your effort regarding sa gift.. knowing your situation and the possibilities..hehehe.. pero i'm very much grateful and "touched" with that nice shirt.. masyado mo sineryoso ung cnv ko sau last monsary nten..hehe.. Thank you very much.. The message is.. sana ndi ka magbago at patuloy mo pa din ako mahalin, and i promise to return it back to you, kahit minsan ndi mo napapansin dahil sa mga ginagawa kong "unintentional actions".. sana on the other hand nakikita mo din ung good side kahit konti lng.. ung mga efforts ko and ung pagpupumilit kong magbago.. Pinipilit ko magbago for us.. para hindi mo ko iwanan..hehe..totoo tlga un kahit ndi ka naniniwala ng madalas..na akala mo joke lng lagi pinapakita ko.. Ganun lng tlga akong tao and not a showy type of person.. Basta in the end of the day before ka matulog lagi mo isipin na andito lng ako palagi nagmamahal ng totoo sau.. Count me with that! I love you huny.. sooo much... mwuah..

Gorgeous fit for Gorgeous!

glad i had discovered this certain site that doesn't need to be edited at all..i furnished with own finishing touch my multiply acct..i had to do more to other accts i have!..bkit b kasi nauso pa!hehehe ..hay naku bkit kea tinatamad nko mgwento!..hmpf!next tym n nga lang..(sigh)

2006

year 2006 this is our very first pic..an experimentation type of relationship at first....

what i had received!

our new home mates..irish the cat and fritz our baby..

vidit at honey's most especial place

an all day together day out

reminiscin'

building dreams and future together

thanking each other for being the one

a lot of things to be thankfull.. that's all..hihihi

day before Anniv..

elow huny?! grabe 2m we are going to celebrate our 2nd year anniv..i'm wondering kung san kya tau mapapadpad..hehe..and i'm thinking ryt now what would be the best gift for you..kc nga you are demanding hours later na you are expecting something from me na sabi mo deserving ka kc naging good k nmn this year...hehehe.. maybe tama k nga and actually sobra-sobra pa sa pagiging good ung mga nagawa and ginagawa mo para sakin especially para satin..kala mo lng i'm taking it all for granted pero sobrang salamat po tlga..san pb ako makakakita ng honey na katulad mo?.... ndi lng tlga ako showy and vocal sa feelings ko pero sana naiintindihan mo ung mga gusto ko iparating sau.. i'm wishing and praying sana this another year na darating satin is mas lalo tayo maging stronger..sana wag ka magbago at magsawa... and sana mas lalo pa tayo maging mature and responsible ..and lastly sana we'll grow old together...mwuaaaahh... i luv u soooooo much honey... thanks ulit!!!

at si huny emo pala!..lol..

never imagined that felix arabejo jr is an emo kind of person..hehehehe..and i love you so for being such honey..mwuah..

it all starts here..

everytime we went to a gig, honey and i remembers everything from the past..the good and bad memories we treasures and will treasure throughout the years as we were together.. good and bad mem'ries brougth by the liqour that always we keep on talking about..bringing back the past solved arguments just to laugh at it.... how we were starts, developed and continue loves each other till the present and looking forward to the future..accepting the person, vices, friends, indifferences and everything about each other...how "torpe" my huny was and he says how clamsy, hot and young woman full of guts i was..(its the power of alcohol!..duh!..lol)..we keep on having an argue who made the first move?!..of coarse nobody from the two of us admits..i never did anything that would make me look cheap especially if its outsde the viscinity of our place( of coarse this is my page i am on the rigth and bias track(i don't give care):D..made a post on his own..hehehehe)..also how he says "i thought you were a chinita but you are not..just drunk last nyt??"..a big laugh from my big mouth answers him.which is until now i was fond to reminiscin' of..chinita??my eyes were not that bulgy but not closer to chinita!hahaha..i can admit closer to bulgy!wuahaha..that's why honey fond of capturing pics when we were on a nyt out drinking with the rest of the guys..how we both thank tequila specifically the "el jombre" with lemon for giving us both our direction to real life..real love.. by the way those time happens after a certain guy dumped me and i ask for a break up to the another guy i have during that time..i wasn't depressed neither hurt.. i just felt i'm a loser coz i didn't have anybody to accompany me..i admit i am flirty that moment.. that's why i become a tequila and mc fanatic..but just a flirt not a bitch...while on the otherhand huny was fond of playing girls around who shows interests on him..never thought could settle for being a playful guy...he's a bitch then..hahaha..i love you honey...it wasn't that bad but it wasn't that good..but still i want to thank everyone, evrybody and anything that leads me to you..no matter who made the first move, we know within we were happy and thankful for that moment..

honey this is for you, i love you more...

You give me hope, The strength, the will to keep on; No one else can make me feel this way And only you Can bring out all the best I can do; I believe you turn the tide And make me feel real good inside. You pushed me up When I'm about to give up; You're on my side when no one seems to listen And if you go, You know the tears can't help but show You'll break this heart and tear it apart; Then suddenly the madness starts It's your smile, Your face, your lips that I miss, Those sweet little eyes that stare at me And make me say, I'm with you through all the way. 'Cause it's you Who fills the emptiness in me; It changes ev'rything, you see, When I know I've got you with me You pushed me up When I'm about to give up; You're on my side when no one seems to listen And if you go, You know the tears can't help but show You'll break this heart and tear it apart; Then suddenly the madness starts It's your smile, Your face, your lips that I miss, Those sweet little eyes that stare at me And make me say, I'm with you through all the way. 'Cause it's you Who fills the emptiness in me; It changes ev'rything, you see, When I know I've got you with me. It's your smile, Your face, your lips that I miss, Those sweet little eyes that stare at me And make me say, I'm with you through all the way. 'Cause it's you Who fills the emptiness in me; It changes ev'rything, you see, When I know I've got you with me.

honey buo n yan..kc its for you tlaga.. :p I loveyousomuch honeykoh..

a very special love with honey...

yesterday honey and i had a date...we were so happy not only together but also with my mom..honey treat mom and i..we first went to church together honey wearing very nice and awesome shirtand also me wearing the very first time with him a dress..mom says we look different,so different or lets say (maxado lang nagandahan c inay at ngwapuhan sa terno nmen ni honey.. lol)..from our place..as people weren't able to see as couple always like that..not even once just that day... besides mom bought it to me..after mass we went to one of the two malls located nearby.. we ate lunch then mom said she have to wait for Brad's call that why she leave us early..after mom left honey and i decided to watched this movie..it was really nice..i told honey that seems i am being a fan of the lead actor of these movie cause i also watched his recently movie with another young lady and also love it..promise..i wanted to buy an original dvd copy of the said movie..we feels like it is the new day for us..we feel blessed.. starting another new life..and a new things to worry also starts that day..but i know its just the consequences..everything has its consequences..no matter what..either good or bad.. i believe it has...

sense of responsibility

matapos ang lahat ng pangyayari sa nakaraang buong linggo,now i've realized that starting a new life..again and again..i keep doing such same mistakes into my life though nobody reacting or condemning me for that mistakes..i know someone sees me ..and i'm guilty..i really am..but as mom and i talked, i learned another lesson in my life..she's now giving me my responsibility for my own..it is rare and very different feeling wherein i had to decide on my own without informing her..i am free and i can have mistakes for as i was the only gonna be affected for my faults and failures.... rather than now giving me the free will with her awareness..mas masarap pa rin pala tlaga gumawa ng hindi tama at walang nakakaalan(sa sarili mong plagay lang) kesa sa maging legal ang lahat at lagi k ng mag iingat dahil my masasaktan na sa bawat pagkakamali m bukod sa sarili mo..nakakatuwa oo dahil my makakaramay ka..pero iba pa rin ang feeling..ayoko my nasasaktang ibang tao lalo na kung mahal q at dahilan ay pagkakamali q..maluwang sa loob na mabigat pa rin..confusing?ayt?..its just that i can't really express or explain what i'm feelin' ryt now..how confused am i and at the same time how thankfull..me and my brothers were really blessed!..for having the coolest mom n the universe..she's very different and very rare to have.. i have some conflicts with mom from the past,,a very serious conflict that affects me as i grew up that doesn't fades away but i think i can forget..slowly..for the sake of all..me and her and person involves..though they didn't knew that i know a lot!everything!..haixx...enough of it nasasad lang c aku...kwento q sana what had happened. aun nga i was confined without anybody in the family knows..kalokohan q kaya i had ro suffer alone..thank you hon for always being there and staying at my life.. look how far we made it..nakakaya n ntin kahit tau lang..i'm so thankful were that tough!..but know what?..dami qng what ifs..what if it failed?,what if it may lead to death..what if we can't make even one...what if i'm useless..i'm afraid..not for myself but for you..ayoko madissappoint ka..ayoko masaktan kita..but as u were saying be positive nga lang db..malapit nko maniwala sa power of love mu..hihihi..basta whatever happens its a promise still..i love u so much honey..with all my heart...mwuah..mwuah..nami2ss tuloy kita..hmpf!..

too much to consider

another month to celebrate..hopefully happy,quite yes quite no..daming pressure and conflicts..grabe!..nweiz still glad and happy to be together pa rin..going stronger making for the better..whoa!..happy monthsarry honey..i love you so much..bye negative vibes and looking forward for more loving and happy moments together...it still "panalangin"(lam na)..

bursting out for good and for peace!..

too much stress for the past week..uber ang conflicts at issues between me and huny..so far we did made to succeed out of it..it is really a good conversation that fix it all..glad i've made it to tell huny everything that stressed me..everything he forgots that hurts me.. everything he shud've known earlier before and everything he does that unintentionally hurts me..conflicts between us were not that easy but we knew we can fix it together, hand in hand.. but unfortunately there were people who was born to ruined somebody's happy life even if u were not doing anything against him or them!..he's envy..envy for the fact he hisself sees.. envy that were on the ryt path and he wasn't the same..because we think and planned..and we always wear our brains with our hearts!..envy for everything..and all he can do is to ruined our life to be close to his sitch.. though he was a close rather said a bestfriend, he doesn't have any business within our relationship!.he doesn't knew even a thing about us..he has no rigths to give a bullshit advice pertaining to one person he didn't knew at all!especially if the matter was sensitive and not needing anybody to realize aside from the two components of the rel..he's a shit!..he's pathetic..at first i felt mad to him but eventualy i got pity on him..I PITY U "DUDE"!cause he doesn't have anything ryt now..maybe a so called true love yes!but how far love will provide u pipol?..can it be true love with disposition?(like us?)..love with a way to success?(we love and do hoping together)..love with direction?(we wanted an accepted life)..is it enough to always hide?u can't even brougth u'r small family at u'r home..u can't even said to the world that he is ur son and she is u'r woman,can't even marry..u can't even walk without hesitations..u were down but stil don't admit the reality..that's why u did such stuff!...he did to be like him..miserable..i am sorry for those who were with you..they were better if your off..lol..with a highest intensity wearing of most boastful attitude in the whole wild world doing such a disgrace made him more pittyfull.. huny and i don't want to call quit to us and forgot everything we have been through juz because of that shit that's why we decided to solve it in one arrangement.. FORGET THAT CERTAIN SHIT BROUGTH MISERY TO OUR RELATIONSHIP NEGLECT WHAT THE HELL HE DID/SAY...start a new one without them..neglecting him not means i'm a coward he might be "correct" as his words but not to hurt him though he did hurt me..elliminate conflicts and don't discuss it..forgetting them is enough for his payment on me(it is also hard to forget the only people knew u well,the real u for 6 years,but that SHIT leaving me no choice,besides my relationshop with her remains till last and we know it is mutual..we were not friends nor bestfiends but we we're called to be soulmate.. and not seeing each other even a talk does not means forgetting..it's just accepting that we were trapped in a life we chose and we had to contuinue no matter what cause somehow we are both happy.)..i know how much they value their(huny and the shit)9 consecutive years of friendship to a 2 year smooth,loving and faithfull relationship and am thankful that huny can do it!for us!for good! as long as we were together..so that means if we will last forever, then he and she we're erased to our biography details!(i love you little baby i used to took care,someday it will be ok besides u were different from him!)

..huny promised and so do i!..this is for good and for peace....

july 08,2008 kaarawan ng mahal kong honey!..

nyt before nalulungkot aq, coz i had to leave honey alone at his bday eve..sobrang nahirapan aq to think bout it..flight na kc ni kapatid na mike at minsan lang dumating sa bahay ang precious son ni kapatid na cris..we're realy craving for this child minsan lang kc ipahiram smen..haixx ewan q ba..surprisingly napakabibo ng anakish ni kapatid..nakakatuwa at d xa nangingilala o nakakalimot kahit matagal na di nmen nakikita...so aun n nga..i prepared a surprise for honey para kahit wla aq mafeel nia n kaxama nia q..i bougth hon a bunch of flower, balloons and a cake with his fav pulboron..juz a simple gift that i knew he will love.. sweet q noh..harharhar..so thankful din to bunso kc she help me in preparing those...kahit n malate late xa sa practice nia for center for pop..sobrang salamat bunso..aun super tawag at txt c honey sken..natuwa nmn aq kc nagustuhan nia..and i expected it..pix to be followed n lang..d p kc na upload eh

ang sakripisyo(na naman!) ni kapatid na mike...

ito din ang araw na inihatid namin c kapatid sa airport.. di na ito bago sa ilang beses na paghatid nmen sa kanya..ang bago sa tagpong ganito ay kung cno ang kaxama nyang bebot n maghahatid sa kanya!haru ang prinsipe kong kapatid in fairness pretty mga naghahatid!..at my chika galore pa kaming nasaksihan..sa NAIA nakita nmen ang ama ng bestfrend ni honey na aswa ng babaeng nanugod smen noon dahil sa anak nyang minahal ang super frend q..itago naten xa sa pangalang kuya diding na sawa ni claring na kaxamang my hinatid na ayon sa informant n itatago sa pangalang queen ay kabit daw ng lalaking gwuapito sa aming kalugaran na my asawa at itatago sa pangalang toto!..haru!eto ay wento lamang ng informante..hehehe dyahe man pero nagchizmisan daw sa NAIA...