Taking Risk Again

I am into plans of reviewing again for the local board. Though I am not quite sure when will I take this year but as early as today I am preparing myself especially emotionally to take risk again. Somehow it's not a risk since I am preparing for it but emotionally I can not take anymore failure if ever. But I want to think positive this time, after I received the letter from the Philippine Regulation Commission and fount out my score was great to be consider except for only one subject that took all to be failed. I am now reading reviewers again downloaded from different helpful sites. Some were needing a Java PDF reader. Good thing this software is available at my end and I am not having a hard time to find or install it.

I wish and pray that this year will be mine. I am so excited to work on my field. Though I didn't look like a caring person but my academics shows I am, including my patients and superiors as well. Oh just to share one thing, since I am always at the east lately where we used to have our duty when I was a student nurse, a coincidence that our neighbor in our new home is my old patient and she recognizes me. What a great feeling that she still recognize and keeps thanking me. She is a dengue patient last 2009 and I am the assigned nurse to her during that time. *happy*

Snob Me; Here's What I've Got

When I plan to have a review in preparation for the Nursing Licensure Examination, I prefer or planned to be a snob. I don't want to have friends or peers so that I can focus. Very focus on my review. I even think of having a refresher coarse since I am bum for about a year and on my own precepts I have lots of inputs which my nursing knowledge have already been obsolete. Thank God am not that worst as I expected. I merely can recall some..lol.  I did my best not to gain friends..hahaha [ but seriously I did] So I end up not having one ...Ooooppppsss in reverse not having only one but fifteen[15]! Yes fifteen! Consistent group of F-R-I-E-N-D-S. Imagine the more I tried to put myself away the mere fact I have more. Then who can say I am that mean?! hahaha.. I first met hot Geib's mom Joy . She was the first person whom dare to approach me..hahaha while I am in the middle of smoking. Nice to her approaching me and asking me to be with them [Joy and the ever snob/mean/yummy cook Ian]. It never crossed my mind that they were lovers not unlike what others used to think of.  Oh by the way it was Joy's birthday that day: April 9! I still prefer to be snob actually upon Joy's approach that night I planned to go to the review earlier than usual and sit in front wherein I know they didn't dare to sit too. hahaha silly right?.. that was what mean means..:p.. FYI guys know what, Ian only approach or talk to me after a week of being with them. He's that snob. He just give me nod at the start of the day and don't even say goodbye or any body gesture after the day ends..he's that mean!..[so there's mean-er than me hahaha] For about the whole month we remain three until Zhel arrived. I was the one approached her. I sensed her she's also a mean girl haahaha.. Small world she knew the other group of our classmate Robi,Doc, Rev, Marj, and they approach the ever sweet couple [hahaha Taba gonna hit me if he reads this!]Mark and Taba; Aleli is Marjo's schoolmate in PCU .Waldo huny's schoolmate/batchmate in RC. Kahr the Sarah G. avid fan, last late enrollee.[all of us were late enrollees] Bff  Weng and Lhen. Our godfather/ founder Butch. 
Those were the guys I have been with for three months. The joys, the laughs, the hardship and the camaraderie were priceless. And promised to stay Parokya for good! Another group of friends to treasure..  [whoa I got a lot more]

Where I Spent Most

I am not totally out of the site. Perhaps only on my own corner. I've been part of the site which my colleagues and future co-nurses made of. The Parokya ni Butch. Most of our berks were faithfully committed and somehow afraid of their partners though we are not doing anything wrong nor below the belt act, they just don't want issues into their sacred relationships. The main reason why the website was created. All the gigs, getaways and inuman sessions pictures posted only on this site. Most of us almost forgot using facebook meanwhile but a consistent by stander of the made one. The website was not just for fun, mind you guys we also have our virtual reviewers, different type and topic of reviews, schedules and other important events in the life of our profession. So this is not just for fun and a little bit hiding purposes but also a resources for the review..

P.S

I am part of making/customizing this. Glad the guys and gals love it!

Just For A Change

Just get a back after a long abstinence.hihihihi

New look.. 

Not so colorful 

And wears a furious beware... hahaha. 

This doesn't mean anything..

I just wanted the way it looks.. 

Now I am back full of my stories on absent journey..

Beggar's Cannot Be Choosers

Since I am working in a company wherein Yahoo Messenger is a necessity I do got this opportunity to chat friends online abroad. Whom can jive me at my graveyard shift work.(opposite to where they are it's morning of coarse). Got to chat with a long not so lost friend Kevin Atienza. He's my buddy on my Nursing 100 at Emilio Aguinaldo College Manila Campus. He was such a great good buddy(actually I have 3 good doods right at that time). He offers me a ride( I am a beggar student lol.) Going to the university and home vice versa!(shala I'm a beggar in a VIOS service with a driver *Kevin*). It happens that he lives at United Paranaque Subdivision where have to pass through Bagong Lipunan Condominium at Taguig Manila. Lucky I am he's a friend of mine. I have had a free ride and our schedule really fits. Kevin was a naughty one. If you can't ride on his green and blastoff jokes you will get irritated . But he really had a big heart. Countless times I remember treating me to some expenses on school group projects. The other two was Romer and Jayson(the mj guy)hahaha. Well anyway title came from him actually. He's now on the states and a registered US Nurse but unfortunately he was jobless. Nurse competition really going strict even abroad.. He was living there with his parents yet job opportunity for him quite hard to find. He ask why at the middle of the night I was looling around on using YM. Got to received a sarcastic answer from me says "I am also at the states, you're not the only person can "be" here hahaha" .And that conversation starts. I mentioned for real that I am in the BPO industry and it basically follows eastern schedule. Then he ask why am I not in the hospital, he's aware I graduated. Told him facts. Compensation, treatment to Filipino nurses and how will I survived life if I'd be faithful to our line of service. In my suspense he agreed. Kevin really wanted to be a nurse from then. And he had this perception of staying at the field no matter how countless graduates we have in the country.No matter the competition may take. That's why a surprise when he said beggars cannot be choosers. He admits his parents has wealth but still aware that it wasn't his own. He called himself a beggar because of not earning for his self. He told me that if he was in the country right now he might as well chose to be in the same industry as I was and forget the dumbness perception if that could give him life. It's not the sake of money but the sake of living. Contrary to blogs of nurses I've read here in the blogosphere, turning back to our service, forgetting the four year sacrifices wasn't actually about it. For me and for those who did the same, it's not about the money right, it still being a nurse, the adaptability on generation and life paced we had now. Somehow it was not that far. (justifying the means)lol

The BPS...

It's been 7 years since we last celebrated or had a get together party at our house. After the high school graduation, everyone took different path.Two of the peers became moms, one have had to migrate in not so far place, I have had to continue college in Manila, some busy working and some also busy studying(as if! hehehe). And it seems so hard to booked for a time for each and everyone to see each other.. Even birthdays and holidays passed by just by a simple greeting through technology. Though the thought was there yet it still different being together, greeting personally. To think that we were only living at one place not that a bigger community except for one, its really a hard thing to see each other due to our schedules and commitments. Finally we've got the best slot for everyone to have a reunion and that was last Sunday of August, the 30th. It's a nice feeling seeing again the old peeps. Those whom you enjoyed your teenage life with. Those whom you are with when curiosity attacks. Those who still guides even at the same age. The old dramas, the old laughs. Why BPS? For some reason I keep on laughing about it as I remembered where the hell group name got. It's in the pen's name.Why? Just nothing. Aivee was drunk and the pen was the first thing she saw with a name after Laura ask for our groups name. Non particularly a description at all. Way back in high school, I was belonged to a sectioned named after a type of tree which is Banaba. We have had our class adviser which was an old maid teacher who seems anemic because of her color for being so pale. Her name was Ms. Bautista. Our group consist of 11 females with some extra guys..hahaha. It is a hobby for us way back then drinking alcohol beverages even at school and we were in a class. Sorao even cutting mine or Carol's hair as our values education subject runs. And Aivee when drunk keep on popping a bubble gum to annoyed teachers and blame somebody she saw near to her if she was caught . Rosie a Cadette officer abuses her authority by commanding the Cadette under her supervision to buy for our alcohol. Jean the ever dearest flirt hahaha..Sarah the forever and still firm and proper.The cousins in crime Laura and Vanessa.And our visitor from Alabang haha Tin.And Chel our import from a different section which is Tin's bestfriend. (from left to rigth)Vanessa,Jean,Sarah,Tin,Rosie & daughter Akira,Aivee,me,Sorao,Laura,Jr,Nymed and Franklin

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This means that this group was still incomplete..Btw the guys were the former crushes/bf of some in BPS(need not to mentioned cause it absolutely means war if I did..hahaha). The guys were also former famous dancers of the school during our times.. Actually guys consist of 6 members which is Nymed,Jr, Franklin, (those were the three guys present)Pogs(missing in action),William(he was also in a party during the reunion momentum), Joseph (family first..now a father of two kids). After enjoying at our crib Jr's cousin/brother arrived and invited for a joyride to Tagaytay but since girls were little bit tipsy, majority chose to have some poured soup somewhere near. Afterwards since the joyride was not pursued( and guys cannot pursued or insist to drunk powerful girls haha)Jr instead invited us in his Bar/ Grill to chill and to drink more. FYI Jr was now running a bar at our place. And he manages it good. Upon seeing it inside it is quite impressive.. The drinking session last until 4 in the morning. For the record there was a scene happened beforehand but not to spoil this post and for the benefit of Laura it wouldn't be mentioned in detailed..haha.. Those guys who were absent at the reunion you've missed a scenario..hahaha

Beginning of the First Real Journey

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it's the very first day after graduation day..I am now a bachelor of science major in nursing graduate, not yet registered but soon to be..that was so soon.. unfortunately fate was that strict, it didn't allow us to take the nursing liscensure examination this June 2009. no matter how hard we try to file for our completion of cases something holding us back and almost give a sign not to take now.. well we'll just gonna follow what fate would bring us as for now.. we are not entitled to rush things and expect for nothing..we felt that we are ready but as i have said something holding us to. talking bout one of the most memorable moment of my life..yesterday! My graduation rites.. it is a two part graduation Ceremony, starts from 10 in the morning and almost last for 6 in the afternoon.. As early in the morning it was all cool.. firs, we were expecting my second brother (kuya Cris) to go with us and he will be coming from Nagcarlan Laguna.. We rented a van which was so cheap compared to others,and the service and the van itself was so great.. even the driver architech Mr. Louie was so kind and has long long patience to us..hehehe Some misunderstood happen, Hon contacted that van through online marketing, and confused with the location, Imagine the van came from Antipolo going to Cavite and the call time was 5 am.. Felt pity for Kuya Louie he was driving from 3 am just to met the time frame assigned to the agreement.. then there was it, he was that kind. Funny when we are about to meet Kuya Cris, My oldest brother (Kuya Mike) was looking for him at the main road vicinity and when he was about to quit looking for, there he saw Kuya Cris sitting at one of the barricade of an establishment right in front where the van parks..hahaha silly..only Kuya Cris says that " I saw somebody ride into the van but not thinking it was Mama and Karren".. then we laughed, for always Kuya Cris is not that good in asking nor instructions..hehehe Crisanto Jimenez (C2) Hon's friend and my bru's boyfriend is with us.. All the way along the van full of laughs, joke and chats which were all naughty stuffs.. we arrived at Philippines International Convention Center exactly 7 am.. only to find out that our school was scheduled for the 10 am starts.. grr eversince that school was not good in events! hmpf!. so since we are all starved, we decided to eat nearby...After breakfast Mama decided to ask for Hon's help to buy her a new Desktop personal computer and accessories, so Hon, Kuya Cris with Kuya louie went to Gilmore to canvass and buy it... As the event starts, candidates are told to enter to the main lobby, they said strictly 2 person will accompanied the candidate, since we were four mama, me,Kuya Mike and C2, silly Kuya mikes starts to strike..the result was C2 still with us..hehehe The whole ceremony, Kuya mike naughty minds keep working, my colleague's almost thought that he was PICC personnel, he almost know everything inside and out, where was the atms, cr, way out, etc.. that silly he was..After the event we ate at Kamay Kainan eat all you can at Market Market, Majority of restaurants were all full and besides we were going to visit my astig aunt..its the nearest place and convenient to go to.. We almost arrived at home at 12 midnight..And Kuya Louie the driver has another schedule at 1am going to Zambales, for that rent we only pay 2,195 php..so cheap ayt, for almost whole day of making him tired..thanks a lot Kuya..

Feb 19,2009 It’s a Hooray!

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Yesterday was a tiring day! Really tiring day! But it was nothing to all we have felt after!.. Everybody congratulates us.. The big Persona of the university whom attended and the feedback! It was really a best feeling hearing those!! We felt lifted up!.. We were only praying for the good but God was really good, he gave us the best results!.. comparing to other seminars will be holding, ours was the best not because it is our own but the basis were the feedbacks we received.. Everybody deserves applause for all the committees worked on it! It’s a hooray! Success on us! And Bonding!.. after the event the group whom always release gossips about our group invited us for some celebration and that night conflicts in between were solved!.. thanks to the seminar we met our goals and God give us more as what we were expecting!..

Feb 18,2009 The Grand Day Survivor Ako!

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It is our Seminar day.. Will be held at Jade’s Palace at Shaw Boulevard around 2 in the afternoon.. Everyone in the group were nervous with excitement.. I leave home at 9 am with honey.. I was the one going to bring all the 150 pc fragile give aways.. Lea offered to accompany me but as I knew her activities for the following days she needed some rest, and besides she will also be singing our theme.. she was the soloist..

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while on cab

Huny supposed to be with me but his work demands on him, so he ask me to take a cab and text when I arrived to my colleagues to ask some help carrying those.. on the way to the venue I am also feeling nervous and deeply praying for the success of our seminar.. it’s a tiring week since January 24 and I am praying for the return of our hardships and sacrifices.. Our theme was Survivor Ako Pinoy Nars!It was really a survival literally! haha for our section! We are only 29 students in our section and our expenses spend as much as 50,000 pesos.. efforts, donations, hardships and lot more to excel!.. Real survivors!.. I arrived at the venue at 11 am half of the classmates were there and setting up the place, rehearsing.. all were praying the same as mine.. not to be the best but a good outcome will be appreciated!..

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earlier before we starts

Ms. No Question!!

i thought i was already immune to toxic clinical instructress... actually we all(D1) though so.. not until we land our feet at San Lazaro Hospital! a 431 years old hospital still running consistently in the country... grrrr...Ms. No Question!..she was a grrrr...so much!... she never entertain questions!..nor suggestions our explanations!..everybody around were wronged for her... a "dyosa" feeling... supposedly our duty wasn't that tiring and stressful we enjoy the place and the cases but because of her it became a hell!... almost what Mark stated "!(she ruined my deo's effectiveness,now almost wet my underarms! i felt wet and uncomfortable!!"...literally he says!..she did that kind!... even me, i wanted to run away from her... grabe!!! don't want to meet her again! ever!! if we only had a choice!

welcome to the good life :D

this is a bad day..i got a bad hair day, a bad uniform day and a composed bad mood due to some sort of irresponsible persons.. last last night(so it is Monday night) me and bru were texting about a confusing and non-formally announced schedule about our ncm lecture and in house review..we both didn't know what's the real sched because it wasn't posted last Saturday..problem with our soon "Alma matter" they were posting scheduled not already fixed..no coordination with the other departments..so as well to expect conflicts arises then they had to cram and students suffer for every decisions, wrong decisions they made..First, it was the administration, the clinical coordinator and the faculty's fault..NOTE TO FACULTY MEMBERS!!!ONCE YOU POSTED IN A BULLETIN BOARD MAKE SURE YOU MADE IT RIGHT!DOUBLE CHECK!BITCHES NEGLIGENCE!(i felt really bad about this!!!)not all students living nearby the school to check 24/7 for your corrections and alterations on your post!and check again before school days ends!grrrrrr...Then, as I was saying we(bru and i)both knew the same information about the sched..wonder why she didn't even notice me(just a piece of concern as friends) despite she knew about the new info night before today!it really fuzz me out and make me really got grrrrr..she had herself explained that she texted me to my alternate number giving the info she received! whoa! I've never used that alternate mobile number for a couple of days!even the time we were texting it wasn't the number i used!(common sense)showing nor indicating that i'm not using the number at all..well done i had to cram and run after school..unfortunately it was too late..too much late to enter into the avr wherein all seniors in all sections where there..I'm afraid the clinical instructors might nag me in front of all those then i decided not to came along..instead i found myself riding on my way to the church..i remember it is Wednesday and means Baclaran day..while on the ride going to the church my madness vanish suddenly..maybe to some sort of one of my favorite movie the kung fu soccer played on the way..little by little my mood change..as i arrived at the church at 12 pm, i am indeed late..mass was already finished and the next mass will be around 2pm..i decided to have novena on my own and pray solemnly..as i leave the church i felt like I'm renewed..as if no hassles earlier and no more to think of..i felt like floating in happiness..and my madness to bru also vanish!..that's the power of prayer talaga!nakakagaan ng loob!..honey texted me and ask me for a lunch date and of coarse i say yes.. and being with him always makes me smile and makes my day very very very complete and happy..now I'm leaving this shop as i posted this worry free and happy..thanks to the spirit that thought me to easily forgive and forget..thanks to honey for brighten up my day and cheering me when I'm down.you really knew me now huh..i love you so much..mwuah..

so near yet so far...

luckily after almost but not consecutive,6 years of studying i finally unto the last stage..and it's for real..I'm going to march on March!..yipee..yipee..plan to take board on June and hope so fortunately plans will be done as exactly it was....i can feel the near end...the grad pictorial, the practice, the pledge! yahoo!..for a new buddy friend Joanne, good luck and Godspeed at your journey as a future nurse..more to experience awaits and so far I've found as an analyzing thru your posts that you'll be a best nurse..see yah..I'm so excited ..wonder why It took almost 6 years?..here it goes.. this is almost a life profile.. I graduated high school at year 2002 at the age of 16..(I'm fresh)Lol..My very first university Ive been was the Pamantasan at Lungsod ng Manila taking up Bachelor of Science Major in Computer Science..due to the reason that it was far from our hometown and I'm not used in manila yet my mom decided to call a quit there..i stayed half of the sem with the said university..thereafter, my cousin told me about the University of Makati, In God's will luckily mom got a business and have our house at makati where we(mom and i) stayed..i pursue my coarse on the other half..while taking up the same coarse, i had this passion attending the class of political science, wherein i do excel tho I'm not really enrolled at this coarse..i also became a makati collegian Football women varsity team(during this days we became a Ateneo Alumni Representative on Football cup)..this was the very exciting part of my college days!..i also became a member of a mountaineering group which i have known lots of good and easy to came along people and learned about real life!..i finished my first coarse in my first year with flying colors and a no-no to failing grades..i enjoyed a lot and learned a lot.....everyone suffers from financial instability and my family does!.. i had to stopped schooling to give way to my eldest brother whom during that time already a graduating student..my mother got seriously sicked and only me and my second brother has to finance and managed everything..at early age as 16 1/2 i needed to be responsible!..i had to fake my legal documents just to find a good job..and with God's will and guidance again..i do had the job easily with a promising position in a promising company another as early as my age..i was so thankful everything is in place..when my brother graduated he promised to me that he'd be responsible in supporting/providing me to make it up till end..(so as what he's doing now)..the next time around i was sent to school,they told me to took up nursing..but beforehand i have my own plans of shifting on political science and pursue to law proper..but they indeed disagreed and i was sent to a private university to took up nursing(during the days UMakati hasn't have yet a nursing coarse)..in the beginning I'm quite not liking the coarse but as what they always say, "you'll gonna love it in the process"..yes it is! yes it was!..i do love it now! I'm passionately loving my field!here comes again another not so called burden but a trial, my 2nd brother incidentally got her 3 years girlfriend pregnant...it wouldn't be a problem if the girl and the family agreed of a civil wedding, but, people are people, same country but differs in cultures, values and norms..they wanted an extrebonanza wedding!..which held on a historical church located at Laguna..we're on the guy's side so it must be more on our expenses..i had to stopped again to bear with my mom and brothers that i do understand our situation.. i, again worked(this tome i already fixed my documents) for me to not waste my time being at home only for a year waiting..when things are in place then, they again sent me and again to a different university to cope up and continue and fortunately finish!..that's the long way of my 6 years non-consecutive college life! and for the record to all intruiging bitches keep on crushing me to the ground and making rumors against me..i never failed any subjects though i may not graduated in a supposedly right time..i never fail due to dumbness nor FDA..

hoping for a good start(cross finger)

a tiring weeks almost over but the suspense(excitement?) of seeing our class card hasn't done yet..we're here waiting for and praying a good grades we'll receive..we know we do our best but sort of the bias decision making is ruling in the university..grrrr.. any way we knew our capabilities then..one sem to go we're out of that university!hooray!..looking forward..hope we can pass easily and smoothly the rope of time..(sigh).. for the past week I've been a lazy blogger..one of the reason was i am not at my mom's home. i don't have had a net in the house and i don't feel like renting just to write my post..(tamad ko kc:) ) i had my supposedly post on my phone..unfortunately my phone wasn't that hi-tech to get connected at blogger..(T_T)..

last week is nurses week, almost half of our group participated in the event..gurlfrends leiyah and kei joined as performers category and bhadz as a candidate for Ms.Churva..me and pam were the great P.A , audience, supporters and fans..the rest were props..Lol..a good start for bhadz! it was her, his, her? whatever! first exposure at the said kind of contest!..and it wasn't bad! he/she was a 2nd placer among 9 gays who joined..with a trophy and a sash and a crown and the M-O-N-E-Y!..astig!..we never expects either him/her!..so we are so grateful and happy of coarse! we celebrated! he/she treated us for dinner! GUrlfrends didn't received any award..but it wasn't that sad coz we do focus on bhadz!and they both even me thought that it wasn't a serious thing..it wasn't focusing on voice quality but an interpretation of someone pla un~!

Night after, bru treat me an ice cream date!..becoming our favorite recently! i had to lie to huny that i was on my way unto him while i am currently enjoying my date with bru!...just because i don't want to spoil the two in either ways!..

i just send and gladly replied a mail from a new friend to consider..it was my huny's exand very first girlfrend.she's pau.. seem to be nice and jolly gurl.i wanted to befriend with her..not for any projection mode(psychiatric nrsg terminology..hehehe) but for real..i do admire chinitas! they had this oozing appeal on me..hahaha..am i an "L"?.Lol..well i wanna thank you gurl..hope to had more chatting stuffs with you.. also a gurlfrend date?what about that huh?..soon..

sense of responsibility

matapos ang lahat ng pangyayari sa nakaraang buong linggo,now i've realized that starting a new life..again and again..i keep doing such same mistakes into my life though nobody reacting or condemning me for that mistakes..i know someone sees me ..and i'm guilty..i really am..but as mom and i talked, i learned another lesson in my life..she's now giving me my responsibility for my own..it is rare and very different feeling wherein i had to decide on my own without informing her..i am free and i can have mistakes for as i was the only gonna be affected for my faults and failures.... rather than now giving me the free will with her awareness..mas masarap pa rin pala tlaga gumawa ng hindi tama at walang nakakaalan(sa sarili mong plagay lang) kesa sa maging legal ang lahat at lagi k ng mag iingat dahil my masasaktan na sa bawat pagkakamali m bukod sa sarili mo..nakakatuwa oo dahil my makakaramay ka..pero iba pa rin ang feeling..ayoko my nasasaktang ibang tao lalo na kung mahal q at dahilan ay pagkakamali q..maluwang sa loob na mabigat pa rin..confusing?ayt?..its just that i can't really express or explain what i'm feelin' ryt now..how confused am i and at the same time how thankfull..me and my brothers were really blessed!..for having the coolest mom n the universe..she's very different and very rare to have.. i have some conflicts with mom from the past,,a very serious conflict that affects me as i grew up that doesn't fades away but i think i can forget..slowly..for the sake of all..me and her and person involves..though they didn't knew that i know a lot!everything!..haixx...enough of it nasasad lang c aku...kwento q sana what had happened. aun nga i was confined without anybody in the family knows..kalokohan q kaya i had ro suffer alone..thank you hon for always being there and staying at my life.. look how far we made it..nakakaya n ntin kahit tau lang..i'm so thankful were that tough!..but know what?..dami qng what ifs..what if it failed?,what if it may lead to death..what if we can't make even one...what if i'm useless..i'm afraid..not for myself but for you..ayoko madissappoint ka..ayoko masaktan kita..but as u were saying be positive nga lang db..malapit nko maniwala sa power of love mu..hihihi..basta whatever happens its a promise still..i love u so much honey..with all my heart...mwuah..mwuah..nami2ss tuloy kita..hmpf!..

buhay seniors..

we had our duty at BMH..this hospital located at Binangonan..(dulo n ata to ng lugar nila!)hmpf!over sa lau grabe from taguig to this place consumes 5 hours of byahe!damn da bah!..at 15 mins travel via bangka aun nsa laguna n daw!..chenez ganun xa kalau which proves n bilog talaga mundo!..harharhar..aun d po sa nanlalait, nagwewento lang n people at that community is quite malalansa poh, no wonder kc tabing tubig na..maranasan m b nmn mg v/s ng taong amoy dyesebel..haru dyos koh..public workz and attitude kelangan talaga..hindi sa namamalastik but still xempre quality service ang bnbgay nmen sa mga kababayan ni dyesebel..hehehe joke lang..seriously nice nmn kame sa tao dun..sarap nga ng feeling kc talagang natutuwa at thankful cla smen..one of the benefits in our profession nararamdaman m n minsan mabuting tao k para sa iba khit n tingin m sa srili m eh worst n..iba't ibang sitch ang makikita m, my natusok ng bakal dahil sa pagtakas sa klase, nagkumbulsyon s sobrang taas ng lagnat, baby n nakagat ng dog pet nila, napako, nsagasaan nalaglag kung san san, bulutong, trangkaso at marami pang iba..sarap sa feeling ng makatulong k sa iba at makarinig ng pasasalamat mula sa kanila..nakakataba ng heart!..un ang ospital na di nmen malilimutan..dami naging kaibigan n taga don at ibang student na kagaya namen..dami nmen naaning papuri at pasasalamat at appreciation..un ang ospital n walang kagamitan at totoong kami ang dapat magprovide..wlang doctor puro first aid ang gumagana at mga formulated inteventions n galing sa paaralan ang ituturo m sa mamamayan..naging guro aq on the spot sa mga nakakabata samen..nakakatuwa kc sa pagkakaalam q wala aqng natututnan cmula ng pumasok ulit aq, nagulat n lng aq my nareretain p pala sken..sa question and answer, so far umaariba ang inyong lingkod poh(whew!malamig nb?)Lol..ung mga nakababatang level sa amin ay naging kaibigan namen at bago kami lumisan ay nagpasalamat sa naibahagi daw nmin na impormasyon sa kanila..kakaplater nmn!harharhar

masaya talaga..

ang saya ng sitch q ngayon ngpapasalamat aq kc sobrang smooth although ang nsa risk nmn this time ay ang health q..okey lang sa akin un kc aq lang mgsusuffer..kaya q tiisin un kung aq lang apoktado wag lang c mama, c kua mike,c kua cris, c cj, c ate jeny at ang mahal qng honey at pamilya nya.. cmula ng natuto aq magpray cla lagi ang sangkap dun..salamat sa pagiging parte ng buhay nio..nmakal n mahal q kau..subra!..

hay..

yari absent aq 1 day sa blog kuh..nalungkot nmn daw aq..eh nmn d nmn mkapagkwento ng nice kapag tipsy db?..well then wat hapen bout the reunion??hmmm aun ok nmn masaya pa din at as usual alak pa din..nice to see dio agen!..gosh nainggit nmn aq so adorable ang built ni dio..xala!..and talking bout rhea nmn the first if 2 gurl n ngpaiyak sken on defending the case..she's quite pretty..and i think crush q na xa..hehehe..she is..she was..nakakatuwa talaga... dio,rhea and venus xempre ang inyo pong lingkod...ehem

 

dated may 16 2008

ilang days din namen inaasar c lalaki na itago naten sa pangalang mark kevin "jeans" merluza for having the girl na tatawagin nating kayleen eve "apple" ignacio upang makubli ang tunay na pangalan .. as his suitor..nakakatawa lang talaga na visible ang mga actions ni "apple" kay "jeans"..obvious as in parang hayskul..sabagy we culdn't blame "apple" its her first time ever!..hahahaha..nakakatawa talaga..short briefing bout "jeans", a nice rich kid with a kind hearted whom currently suffer from a failed relationship of 3 yrs ..he's cool, astig and sobrang okey makisama..minsan ptweetums..pabata at snobbish..depende cguro sa trip..or maybe d pa nmen xa ganun kanowing..Bout "apple" recently lang namen nakasama..she's so nice din and cool na hindi halata..maxado lang xang masiniring bata..she's full of knowledge(no doubt) and full of talents!(she is awesome!)..bangis!..but as we go along nakakagulat ang twist!..subra!..this "jeans" pala ay may pagnanasa kay lil..haru kabangis!but one of the most astig moves of "jeans" hindi visible ang pananasa na un!haru!angas di ba!wala nakaalam kung hindi pa my palihim n nagkkwento!..kshocks tlaga..ang rxn ng nakakarami???..NAKAKATAWA lang..biglaan daw kc!..

dated april 14 2008

official start ng class..quite happy and excited...same old faces kc..same old laughs n naman...without knowing na dami pala mababawas samen..aun un ei.!sad sad n naman.. those people i am used to be with nabawasanT_T ..ang isang barkadahan kapag nabawasan,nababawsan din ang saya.kc each and everyone contributes to my big smiles!always!..nawala c che..hindi xa nakapag enroll due to financial probs..dapat nga pareho kame ei but thanks to badz..sobra..mahal kuh n un ei...c che n lagi qng inaapi(di q lam pero naglalambing lang talaga q sa lagay n un)..c che n lagi qng binu-bully(my bad)..c che n tagapag remind kuh.(khit lagi qng inanasar)c che n sobrang saya kasama(no pretentions)..c che n lack of self confidence(ewan kuh ba!)..c che n sobrang natural(everybody knows and love her for that)..c che n totoong tao..i'm always been rude and bad to her but i dunno if somebody saw me caring a lot for her..nkakamiss at nakakalungkot isipin n di n nmin xa mkakasabay s pagmartsa....my isa pa kaming malaking namimiss!(talagang malaki)..c madz!..c madz n malusog!hehehe(i luv u fwend)..c madz n rich kid pero kuripot..c madz na my huggable and loving papa..game n tao.sayang kaxama at neutral lang..paplay safe to ei..hehehe...as far as i know walang prob financially to..its juz thattinatamad daw xa..huhuhu baka di ang enjoy kaxama kme...hmpf..magkaganun man we we're still in touch with the peeps..they would be forever part n ng life q na masaya..i love you guys..and misses u a lot..