Forcing Myself

I am forcing myself to make this thing possible. Not because I am forced by the Boss but simply because I want to finish the task. I dedicated the whole day to tweak for the design but seems that I don't like the results. If I were only working with papers I think I spoiled a lot and made my trashcan full. Good thing it's just in the computer and don't need to clean my mess manually. I am tired but I don't want to stop. I have all the idea in my mind but wondering why can't I work it all on with my skill. I know I need to organize my thoughts first but this add consuming half of my brain.Probably the reason why I can't focus much. 

I wish I can at least make one that passes my own taste of style. By the way I am just formulating my design with the assumed personality of the person that I am making this for. I guess I am not so sure with my assumptions also one factor that I can't complete the design. Sigh. I know I can make it..