hope for a great time

i'm kinda excited kc i'm going to attend a reunion with my old peeps(eac)..we're going to celebrate it @ harbuor square at ccp..astig ever since tlaga soxal na mga frends kuh(haixx pulubi n nmn)..also excited sa idea na magkikita na kmi ni honey after 4 days!grabe 4 days lang pero feeling q 1 month na un!..parang napakatagal!..promised to update my blog everyday na..no more excuses kahit na ngayon medyo confused pa q which of blogger and wordpress would maintain as well..kakalungkot but i have to decide na..ung talam-life q nxt tym q na isusunod ung d rest ng yugto..eto n nmn kc c inay..nakapila sken para sa tym ng pgchchat nia..kaibigan hanggang dito na muna ang kwento..

talam-life!

Unang Yugto Napatingin aq sa mga lumang larawan..naisip q lang kahit pala d q ganun k-cute ei mahilig pla talaga q mgpapictyur..naalala q tuloy ang sv ni honey na ang cute daw is the nicest way or term for panget..kc nearest to panget daw un..hahahaha..ang honey kuh minsan nagdududa nga aq kung mahal tlaga q nyan!Lol..but i know and i fel naman he really does!..un nga dahil sa mga larawan andami mga bagay at alalaala ngbalik sa aking isipan..mga alaalang sobrang taons na ang lumipas..naalala q pa cmula ng magkaisip na ko at mamulat sa mundo..ang tawag s akin ng kapatid q ay karneng baboy rumbled words daw un ng pangalan qng karren since c kua ay di pa ata aware sa spelling puro pronounciation lang..lol..xa ang taong nung bata pa aq ay tlagang kasumpa sumpa...aba b nmn ei d masayang di aq nakikitang umaatungaw sa isang araw at hindi lang isang beses ang gusto!..hanggang mangawit,madehydrate at mamaga ang buong mukha q ay saka lang xa sasaya..natatandaan q din noon n pagpasok q sa eskwela ay nakakapagdala q ng bunot,alarm clock at kung anu anong bagay at khit pusa nming pambahay ay nadadala q sa skul, malamang dahil pa rin sa kua kuh nanuknukan talaga ng pilyo!ilalagay nia ito sa backpack q na khit minsan ay hindi q tsinecheck!(kahit hanggang ngayon..d p din aq madalas magcheck) magugulat na lang aq sa gitna ng klase ay my mag aalarm o kea ngingiyaw!..nakakapikon talaga..o kea sobrang sikip ng bag q dahil s bunot n panlinis sa bahay at madumi na din ang mga gamit q! ganun c kua!nakakapikon talaga!..minsan iniisip q na noon na ayaw nia aqng kapatid kc hindi nmn xa ganun kay kua na sunod sa kanya..lagi din xa natutuwang iiwanan aq at pinapaiyak!basta ang alam q my tears is his happiness!..tarantado talaga!..pgkagraduate nia ng elementary isa xa sa sabi nila my utak daw dpat talaga(proven matalino, mautak, mandarambong at malakas dumiskarte ang kua qng yan)nakapasa dun sa exam ng sister of mary boystown!at ang inyong lingkod ay nagdiwang ng sobra sobra!hahaha(my bad).. pero pagkaalis nia ska q naintindihan ang gusto nyang ipaintindi saken..wla man xa cnsav pero nakuha q ang mensahe..naging matatag aq at naisip q na ikakasiya ng ibang tao ang pag iyak q senyales na akoy natatalo at nawawalan ng pag asa,hindi pala dapat ganun..c kua hinubog nia q sa murang edad na maging matibay ang loob..lalo n at ang isa nameng kapatid ay mahina ang loob at aq p daw ang maggagabay..nakakatuwa buhay pa c papa parang tatay q na c kua.hindi q alam kung sa edad naming yon ay nararamdaman nia na ang mga posibleng mangayari kahit na ang pamamaraan nia ay talaga namang hindi tama..(hmpf)..sa mga panahon na iyon kinailangan namen maging matibay!kameng lahat..at the age of 9 nagbbyahe nako alone papuntang Philippine General Hospital-taguig(tenement)-cavite(bulihan)..ibig sbhin sa edad q na un ay bibo nko!hehehe(magyayabang lang poh)..ang punto kc nung panahon na un from sept 30-may 7 1997 ang panahon ng unos ng aming pamilya..na diagnosed c papa on stage 4 malignant prostate cancer...had no choice 4 lang kame..aq c mama, c kua at c papa..c mama laging nakaagapay kay papa, c kua h-skul p lang at menor de edad pa ay nsa gobyernong mga sangay na para sa pagpapafill up ng mga dokumento na kailangan..aq runner..sa kelangan sa mensahe sa mga tita at tumitingin ng bahay namen dto sa cavite..nakakalungkot ung mga panahon n un pero c papa hindi xa humaharap ng malungkot smen..lalo n s amin ni kua..lagi xa positive at lagi xa my pag asa..natatandaan q pa ang cnv nia umaga, araw bago xa kunin ni god..sbi nia"anak Karent(d way he prononced my name) pag galing q bibili tau ng besta(van n uso that time lagi q tinuturo sa newspaper na tuwing linggo binibili ni papa)pero wag ka iiyak pag hindi na gagaling c papa, ikaw makakabili k ng sariling besta maalala mo si papa dun"..i don't have any idea na last words na pala un ni papa sken..it was 11 pm before lunch..aq ang bantay dahil c mama ngpasked ng chemo ni papa downstairs, c kua umuwi ng cavite dat tym..at 7 pm doctors said at rest na ang heartbeat..nrevive nila but nothing happens..but at 11pm nrevive(iniwan n xa ng AP nun at nililinis na lang c papa)he mentioned name of kua(eldest whom currently at SOM during dat time)then 15 mins after he passed away...the saddest times..i cried a lil sabi kc ni papa wag daw..pero c kua(2nd) ni hindi umiyak..everybody is worried for him!.. c kua na pilyo pinayagan lang xa lumabas ng skul nia 3 days bago ang huling paalam..he cried a lot pero kaming nasa paligid(since tired at up n sa pag iyak)we laugh at him..aq ang dosena at lampas pa naming pinsan at ang kua q(2nd)..magandang naidulot ng pagkawala ng papa ang kanyang mga kapatid ay nagkasundo..my 2 kapatid c papa na khit noong nabubuhay pa ang lolo ay my gap na..namatay ang lolo d cla nakapagsma khit minsan sa burol pero nung c papa ng mawala gabi gabi cla na ang magkaxama..nagkabati n din cla sa wakas..

is it the thing called addiction????

maghapon aq nag iipon ng isusulat q na my kabuluhan para sa sarili q..samantalang c ina ay nakabantay din sa akin dahil laging waiting at my kchat daw xa...nakakatwa cmula ng matutong mag chat c ina kaagaw q na xa sa pc q at sa oras na igugugol q..ang ina naman nakk-uso sa chat chat n yan..1 thing good lang is nabbusy na xa at d na laging kala mu stressed..kani knina lng umiinit na naman ang ulo q dahil ang mahal qng honey ay aun d aq naaalalang itxt..c aq naman ay nag aalala..kc b naman bkit kelangan mgkalayo pa(huhuhu).. nakakatba ng hart dhil nitong araw ang aking mga kapamilya kung iaddress ang honey q ay asawa,gamit nio,nio at nio at nio pa..ibig sabhin lang they we're open for the fact na maari ng mag asawa c bunsong karren..hay sarap ng life!buhay coke ba ito..o mc do(make life easier)...charap charap charap talaga..mahal qng asawa namimiss n kita tlaga..ikkwento q p nga pla n ang gwapo qng aswa ay pinapantasya ng maraming magaganda at hot na kababaihan sa sosyedad na kanyang nakasanayan at kinabibilangan!shala ang byuti ng inyong lingkod at aq ay cnsamba nmn ng aking honey!bwuhahahahaha..sarap maging prinsesa!..hehehehe..ang sking motto lang naman ay "dey can all have the beauty on earth sakin ang appeal!wuahahaha..thankful pa rin aq kc c Lord maxadong nice ginawa p qng pretty!hahahaha..papalag???(angas nuh!)ganito ata kapag nangungulila..i love you so much honey..i miss you!..

so proud of you ...

Women’s Soccer team ends their season with two home defeats to finish 2-12 on the year.

Franklin, Ma.—The Dean Women’s soccer team lost their two final regular season games in respectful manner this weekend. On Saturday Dean lost 4-0 to Holyoke CC, and on Sunday they lost 5-2 to Manchester CC. Both games were a bit closer then the score showed with Holyoke The Manchester game was 3-1 and 4-2 at times but the Bulldogs could not get that second goal to make the game a match. scoring two in the last five minutes to break the game open.

Sophomores playing in their final game of the Season were Tessa Belardo, Megan McDowell, Elicia Depietro, Jessica Rocker, and Elizabeth Gamache. All five players, had wonderful seasons and should be proud of the way they fought through each and every game. “I want to personally thank all the players for sticking together throughout a tough season and working hard for each other even when things hit rock bottom at times. This team showed a lot of class and character throughout the whole season and I am very proud of the way they handled themselves on and off the pitch” Coach Hopkins.

The Bulldogs finished their record at 2-12 for the season which was one more victory then the year before. Leading in points for the team was Megan McDowell with seven goals and 1 assist

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an article i read upon surfing the net..found out that one of the mentioned name in here was my best buddy, team mate, good old friend and our former goal keeper..so proud they're team made it..nakakatuwang isipin ang dearest tessa namen making her best at the soccer league ..tinuloy nia pa rin tlaga ang paglalaro kahit na last tym she play here with the rest of the team mates ay na injured xa..cmple lang naman ang nangyari her ankle was traumatized and had to undergo series of treatment...she was a born athlete talaga kahit nasasaktan na keep on playing pa rin..i remember our team's motto.."no pain no game"..aun khit puro pain tuloy pa rin..from v-ball at pwu tennis player and soccer player now..galing di ba..she was the only 1 in the team pursuing our dreams..nice one tessa!..hep hep hooray!..

eto lang ang nakayanan!...Lol

1.)Anong song ang pinapatugtog mo

ngayon?

~> WITH YOU-CHRIS BROWN

2.) San ka galing kanina?

~> SA BACKYARD(LIKOD UN EI) HEHEHE

3.) Sinong huli mong nakausap sa phone?

~> WALA..WALA PA NMNG TUMATAWAG EI..HIHIHI

4.) Sinong iniisip mo ngayon?

~> LHEKKZ

5.) Happy ka ba ngayon?

~> MEDYO

6.) Kamusta naman ang life mo?

~> AS OF NOW...HMMMM BORINGGGGG

7.) Mabilis ka bang magsawa?

~> DEPENDE

8.) Gusto mo bang makipag telebabad sa

telephone?

~> DEPENDE KUNG SINO KAUSAP

9.) Sinu ksama mo ngayon?

~> HINDI TAO HAHAHA

10.) Pagod ka ba ngayon?

~> HINDI.KAGIGISING KO LANG E

11.) Saan ka pupunta ngayon?

~> D2 LANG

12.) Umiyak ka ba kanina?

~> HINDI

13.) Mahilig ka ba sa surprises?

~> DEPENDE KUNG ANONG SURPRISE YUN

14.) Anong gusto mong gawin ngayon?

~> MAG SURFING SA SIARGAO HAHAHA AY SKIM NA LANG PALA.HINDI AKO MARUNONG LUMANGOY E HAHAHHA

15.) San mo gustong pumunta?

~> SA AMSTERDAM!TARA!

16.) Umiinom ka ba ng mga alcoholic

drinks?

~> HINDI MASYADO AHHAHAHAH *LMFAO*

17.) Anong mas gusto mo…makulit o

pasaway?

~> MAKULIT

18.) eh Malambing o mataray?

~> BOTH

19.) Anong fave mong drink?

~> ENERGY DRINK

20.) Adik ka ba sa siopao?

~> HINDI

21.) Anong feeling mo pag may kausap

ka sa phone?

~> DEPENDE KUNG SINO KAUSAP KO

22.) Anong kanta ang nasa isip mo

ngaung buong araw?

~> YUNG CURRENTLY PINAPAKINGGAN KO

24.) Anong feeling mo ngayong oras

na ‘to?

~> BORED

25.) Ano ang huling natanggap mong

remembrance?

~> SOUVENIR SA BAHAY BAHAYAN

26.) Anong ginagawa mo ngayon?

~> NAG TTYPE

27.) Kumain ka na ba ng breakfast?

~> BRUNCH

28.) Anong huli mong napanuod na movie?

~> JUNNO

29.) Bakit kelangan masaktan tuwing

magmamahal ?

~> DI MO KASI MASASABING NAGMAMAHAL KA KUNG DI KA MASASAKTAN -SABI NG MGA EMO AHHAHAHA

30.) Anong iniisip mo ngayon?

~> WALA.BLANKO

i miss you honey....T_T

how i miss my honey..ilang days na kami mgkalayo..nakakalungkot talaga..i miss cooking for my honey..waiting for him to arrive home..miss hugging him and kissing him..miss q na xa asarin..miss q na maglambing..how i want to have such alibi para makapunta sa kanya..i want to stay with him..c honey na di ngpprepare ng meal nia pag walang ksabay kumain..shocks honey i miss u sooo much..tagal namn ng saturday..(sigh)

on or before our bertdey !!!

it is our day..saya kasi we woke up together..hugging and cuddling each other..the first face we can see in the morning and the hand to touch ours...sarap ng feeling..that when you're in love you we're together and that love satisfy you most what you wish and wanted in life..sobrang sarap and saya talaga..before our b-day..bisita namn c bunso sa aming malaheaven sa taas na tahanan..she cooked macaroni spag w/c is masarap talaga..(o bilib lng aq sa kanya kasi aq hindi marunong ei..hahaha)that nyt is my gig kami na pupuntahan..itz hon and i's frst time at the mezzanine wyl lea taking her shower!..hahaha..to give honey an xtra strength! LOL.. the gig was a band of mark's frends..sa my kublais katipunan..only me with honey bunso and kaye ang pupunta the other"s???ewan q ba..juz to support mark and his frends..isa pa likes kuh din un kea q nagpumilit kay honey...ok sana kung napaaga mas maraming banda mas masaya..the last 3 bands na lang naabutan namen..but its ok..at least my naabutan kame..naramdaman q na nman ang pagiging nice ng asawa kuh..lea drnk a MANGO DAQUIRI cocktail..xala dba!a never been alcohol drinker tried once!..and kayleen was the bkue moon!..bangag cla pareho ei..hahahaha..akuh..hmm san mig lang 2 bottles at series of shots ng grandma...c honey fudtrip..starving kc xa nun...mark's frends we're cool..mga sportsminded daw hahaha never napikon or of they were d q halata..hahaha..pinahitch pa kmi ni jeff on his car to went to the meatshop..at pagdating dun this cool guy named "loydie"..Wuahahaha...astig kulet..saya naman that nyt..iniwan namen ni honey c bunso(nagtatampo!) with kayeleen at habilin kay mark na ingatan ung 2 bata!..we went home na inabot ng 6 am(sibra liwanag na agad!)sa daan..na savi ni honey naglalaway (hmpf) daw aqng tulog sa lasing..aun..mahina na talaga q sa inuman not unlike before!..umuwi kame at nagpakasaya sa aming tahanan!harharharhar aming kaarawan na!..pagkagcing mula sa byahe isa na namng laban ang naganap!ahahaha..joke lng..(fully meant)LOL..c honey preparing to go to work at aq pasunod sa swimming ng aking mga kaibigan..isa n namang mabuting asawa ang felix jr. q!..aun pnayagan aq with allowance..srap magmahal ni felix di ba!..back to the swimming ang sya at ang ganda ng place tho my kalayuan..ang aking pareng c mark ay nag iinarte pa..in fairness sarap katabi ni mark sa nasikip na fx at tryk!NAPAKALAMBOT! wuahahahaha..para xang bear cuddler!hahaha(peace pare)..natapos ng masaya ang gv!..nakauwi with honey at nakanood pa q ng magandang pyro sa moa!..feelinh q ata shooting star un kc ngwiwish aq..hahaha...

dated may 16 2008

ilang days din namen inaasar c lalaki na itago naten sa pangalang mark kevin "jeans" merluza for having the girl na tatawagin nating kayleen eve "apple" ignacio upang makubli ang tunay na pangalan .. as his suitor..nakakatawa lang talaga na visible ang mga actions ni "apple" kay "jeans"..obvious as in parang hayskul..sabagy we culdn't blame "apple" its her first time ever!..hahahaha..nakakatawa talaga..short briefing bout "jeans", a nice rich kid with a kind hearted whom currently suffer from a failed relationship of 3 yrs ..he's cool, astig and sobrang okey makisama..minsan ptweetums..pabata at snobbish..depende cguro sa trip..or maybe d pa nmen xa ganun kanowing..Bout "apple" recently lang namen nakasama..she's so nice din and cool na hindi halata..maxado lang xang masiniring bata..she's full of knowledge(no doubt) and full of talents!(she is awesome!)..bangis!..but as we go along nakakagulat ang twist!..subra!..this "jeans" pala ay may pagnanasa kay lil..haru kabangis!but one of the most astig moves of "jeans" hindi visible ang pananasa na un!haru!angas di ba!wala nakaalam kung hindi pa my palihim n nagkkwento!..kshocks tlaga..ang rxn ng nakakarami???..NAKAKATAWA lang..biglaan daw kc!..

dated may 11 2008

mama & nanay @ yek

honey and i both came home at our place..xempre its mom's day that's why we had to be home..hehehe..bumili kame ng cake for mother earth worm and inang bathala nia..harharhar and for her sistah as new mom din.. grabeh inggit aq dun..ang lakas nia..19 stitches 7 lbs bouncing baby boy na hawig pa ni honey kuh...my saya and sad din kasi for those who knew ..sad talaga..ah basta..nwaiz..sobrang bait talaga ni honey koh..napapancn q nga everytime i wrote in here lagi na lang bida c honey..para xang c jollibee hahahaha...laging bida..nagstay aq s kanila to see and feel the baby..so warm nmn his family..and lucky of me again nice ang familia ni honey..we're so legal!(conia b q!hmpf!)...same day i wnt back to our house din kc i had my duty that nyt at St. Matheus..speaking of it..lucky of having the new grupmates esp mark..cnsbay nia lang naman kame from main ave to san mateo w/c is really a big help na since gabi nga ang duty(*1.safety)then tipid pa sa allowance..the new guy at the group was so nice..altho lagi nmen xa inaasar..he's sportminded savi nga..lol..

dated may 04 2008

sobrang pagod and feel sick tlaga kuh..but i have to be strong kasi walang tutulong kay hiney..this is the date na lilipat na kami sa new and own haws namen..sarap ng feeling..slowly honey is making my dreams and wants come true!..ganyan xa ksweet!..every night i am thanking god for giving him to me..na sobrang swerte ko kasi xa ang kaxama ko ngayon..ang sya ko talaga having him..also lucky na rin..nweiz back to the topic..aun nga kahit sick aq need q mgpretend na ok lng..aun nagtaxi kami taz padating dun aun ang dearest cuzin q ei pinaghintay b nman kame ng hanggang 12 midnyt..saya di ba..ang sama n ng pakiramdam kuh..with v/s of temp 38.1 pr 56 hr 15 bp 90/70..i know it wasn't a normal s/s..sobrang nabadtrip talaga kuh! at nahiya aq ke honey..badtrip talaga relatives ei...

dated april 14 2008

official start ng class..quite happy and excited...same old faces kc..same old laughs n naman...without knowing na dami pala mababawas samen..aun un ei.!sad sad n naman.. those people i am used to be with nabawasanT_T ..ang isang barkadahan kapag nabawasan,nababawsan din ang saya.kc each and everyone contributes to my big smiles!always!..nawala c che..hindi xa nakapag enroll due to financial probs..dapat nga pareho kame ei but thanks to badz..sobra..mahal kuh n un ei...c che n lagi qng inaapi(di q lam pero naglalambing lang talaga q sa lagay n un)..c che n lagi qng binu-bully(my bad)..c che n tagapag remind kuh.(khit lagi qng inanasar)c che n sobrang saya kasama(no pretentions)..c che n lack of self confidence(ewan kuh ba!)..c che n sobrang natural(everybody knows and love her for that)..c che n totoong tao..i'm always been rude and bad to her but i dunno if somebody saw me caring a lot for her..nkakamiss at nakakalungkot isipin n di n nmin xa mkakasabay s pagmartsa....my isa pa kaming malaking namimiss!(talagang malaki)..c madz!..c madz n malusog!hehehe(i luv u fwend)..c madz n rich kid pero kuripot..c madz na my huggable and loving papa..game n tao.sayang kaxama at neutral lang..paplay safe to ei..hehehe...as far as i know walang prob financially to..its juz thattinatamad daw xa..huhuhu baka di ang enjoy kaxama kme...hmpf..magkaganun man we we're still in touch with the peeps..they would be forever part n ng life q na masaya..i love you guys..and misses u a lot..

missed being emo...

its been so long i haven't post anything..sad..actually dami q n sana post but unfortunately my fone was dammned sick! and it was for good na ata!..i wrote my supposedly post at that sick fone..never imagine it would be messed!..dami q tuloy prob ngayon majority kasi ng info q or things to remembered whether on school or gigs,important or not dun nakasave..nakakalungkot talaga..i've been taking care of it ng sobra then iiwan lang aq sa ere..kasama ng loob talaga..but that's life..one of god's will n rin.. besides everything is his decisions and controlled nmn..(sniff)..i'll be missing that fone talaga..ngayon back to old fone n naman..maybe one of the purpose n rin cguro is for me to be controlled(sa pagiging galaera!Lol)..grabe namiss q magpost!..since i started this blogging hobby everyday i had something to tell n..as in lahat na..kea lang due to some instances aun d q agad napopost..but at least this is one of my reliever n rin..aside from smoking(absolutely i know was a really bad habit)..eto pagiging emotera sa blog na lang..mas ok p nga dito ei..no boundaries..as long as masama loob kuh i'm free to tell it..shout of it and scream!in letter form nga lang..hahaha...dami ko kwento...soooobra...

War+War=Love pa Rin

puro kame warlalou ni honey koh..ewan panu kame nakasurvive..know wat this is our b-date..still magkagalit pa rin kame..the last time kasi i found out n my baby n pala ang soulmate q at bestfrend ni honey.. c sean daniel..born last feb 15 2008..shocked talaga q pag dating kuh dun..ang soulmate q 2 n ang baby!....super pretty and talented ng baby nicole ng frend q..imagine kabisado ng baby kuh n un ang bahay kubo!no mpause ha!as in!.pati ang hawak kamay ni yeng constantino!shala db!bryt!..un ang root ng away namen ni honey..napahiya kc q wen i say na susunduin aq ni honey and hindi xa dumating..aun natulog kame ng magkaaway..day after nun bday n namen..d pa rin kame ok pero since i want to have a good day that day aun magkaxama kme khit my tampo pa..pag uwi namen he told me to close the door nainis pa q kasi inuutusan nia q..un pala there's a ring..wow!so beautiful and lovely..natouched aq subra...bumili p c honey ng chiffon chocolate mousse at red ribbon..sweet ni honey nuh..nakakatwa kasi un c honey koh d marunong magsorry verbally un..pero always sorry na xa by his actions daw..kasi daw action speaks louder daw!..isa pa mahina dn kc boses nia..hahahaha...i love you honey..love you more love you most...love you always..