Chill

When I was young, I say every word I wanted to say, I post, I shout out. I don't know what had happened that I am suddenly changed. Why other people didn't the way if this is part of maturity? I am just wondrin' how come I can now keep things over myself. I now have good length of temper Whenever I felt like I needed to release, I just pray and afterwards I feel lightened, yet problems aren't solved yet.  Usually the term chill for me is like having a bottle of beer in hand, laugh and chat. Now chill means differently , it's making things light whenever how heavy it is. Thinking at the positive way around and be thankful that I have lighter troubles than the others.