What If I'm Gone

I never wished but just a thought. When Kuya died I was so overwhelmed to the number of people who grieved with us. He was that good that a lot of people wanted to be with him even on the last few days possible. Wondering' if I will have the same or even almost half of the number who visited him. Aside from my mom, whom I am sure of will grieve on me, I cannot guarantee my kids will miss me. They must've thought I am just at work. My husband, oh he can manage without me or should I say okay without me cause I am a pain in his ass when I am around. I know right I am not that good. That when I read a graphic showing "that day when everybody loves you" I smiled it may be the day I will know to whom I've been good.